Something about holding on just makes it that much worse
Not that I’m ever getting married. But sometimes I like to consider what I would want to happen when I get engaged, married, etc. some possible ideas I have pondered over today are how I want my fiancé to propose, how I want my wedding ceremony to proceed, and also how I want to plan all of my events so that it’s not long and drawn out. I do not want my fiancé to let on that he is proposing at all. I don’t even want to pick out the ring, I want him to pick it out, and completely and utterly surprise me with engagement. Along with being engaged I want my wedding to be original, beautiful, southern, &classy. I want it to be special so my cameramen are not allowed to stage any photographs at the event. If they are good photographers, they can catch the moment as it happens. And thirdly, I want my engagement party exactly one year prior to the actually event, and I want everything to be spread out, not overwhelming, and be a wonderful year, not a stressful one. I say all these things, but I’m no where getting married. Just lofty day dreams.
Nursing school blows!